How many times can you really forgive someone? Their mistakes in the past are always there, stored away in the back of your mind ready to unhatch themselves at the worst of moments. Can someone ever really change? They promise it, swear to it. But who they where, the person that caused nothing but pain, is always there somewhere ready to rear that sneering head of theirs. And why can't people just give up after breakups? Its what you wanted. So im not sitting at home, crying over a past love thats long been missing, you feel the need to just be mallicious?
Some people are just so arrogant and set in their ways, they have no idea what their doing. Or they manipulative enough where they know exactly what their doing. Ill take the later when it comes to you. Always finding someway to hold me by a string, "i really need to talk to you, but today doesnt work...niether does tomorrow."
Play your games with someone else.
Ive never been so disgusted or felt so betrayed by someone who throws that four letter word around. We were good at a time. We were in love at a time. But I reallized I was in love with the 17 year old boy who was sweet and trustworthy....but he was lost some years ago. We've both grown, your cocky and arrogant and egotistical, and will never love someone more then you love yourself. And im no longer the girl who'll put up with it.
I wish I could say I was angry, or hurt, or even just felt the tiniest bit of love for you, but I cant...im numb.
You cant blame distance on your consistent need to flirt with others, you were well aware from the beginning distance played a big part for us. And you certainly cant blame distance on your choice to keep me a secret.
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